Scrubs - My Musical - Friends Forever/Finale

Bleh. I was watching Scrubs on TV. It was Season 6 Episode 6 - My Musical.

Omg, the songs are so nice, hence, the video. I didn't type out the lyrics for the first song cause I don't really like it, but I like the second song, so I typed out the lyrics. x)

What's going to happen?
What does the future hold?
So many things that I put up.
Assuming I got time.
Assuming I go home.

What's going to happen?
Will I be alive tomorrow?
What's going to happen to me?

You're going to be okay.
That's what's going to happen.
Everything's okay.
We're right beside you
We won't let you slip away.
And for tomorrow.
Cause we swear to you.
You're going to be okay.

You're going to be okay.
That's what's going to be to happen
Everything's okay (Everything's okay)
We will never leave you.
Right here we will stay
And for tomorrow.
Cause we swear to you.
You're going to be okay.

X)

♥

Me, Char & Dee, my brotherr. Posing lalaz.

My bro and Dee. ♥

My mum had a BBQ party last night. So tired now. LOL. Drank a bit too much. x) Clearly I'm enjoying my holidays a lot. Nyeh, gonna go watch Broadway Parodies Lagi Lah later @ 3pm.

Anyways, I've got tagged by Liss

1) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
Nope, my mum'd kill me. Haha. But I'd love to, though.

2) Describe urself in one word.
Weird. :3

3) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
Someone who really loves meeee.

4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Yea. It's too dangerous.

5) Does it feel good to love?
I don't know. But prolly yea.

6) God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
Omg fudge you for not caring about me. xD

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you?
"But it's true! Omg laaaa." is what I say almost everyday LOL.

8)Was there ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
Tried. Didn't effing work. Bish.

9) What' your opinion about someone who's jealous?
Pity. Cause I know how it feels. I've done it so much it's natural to me.

10) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
Just as long as you don't break their hearts then their fine.


[[ * PART 2 * ]]

1) Best place to cry?
It's usually a secret haha. My pillowwww. X)

2) Who do you love the most?
My mommy. But she doesn't like to camwhore with me. T.T

3) Tell us your dream last night?
Haha, I dreamt I watched this whole season of Canto drama. WHICH I DIDN'T.

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
Yea. Immature, I guess. Like, 3 years back. Regrets, regrets.

5) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
"I don't really like you.. JUST KIDDING!" I felt so hurt lmao.


- - - I'm guessing this is part 3 - - -

The last person -

- You had a beer with?
Andy Yeoh last night. x)

- Went to the movies with?
Dark Knight. Fish and friends. xD

- Talked on the cell phone to?
*checks phone* My brother.

- You hugged?
Ivan. Nyeh. His hugs are truly the bestest.

- You yelled at?
For fun's sake. Last night. My brother. Haha.


In the last week have you -

~Kissed someone?
Nope.

~Danced crazy?
Used to. Until my cracked my heels doing so. LOL.

Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
My dad accused me of not bathing at 9pm when I was in school uniform. I JUST WOKE UP! =\

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
Get A's for SPM and manage to find a foundation course for Architecture. Hopefully they have it when I come back from NS.

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Nipponnnn.

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
I don't mind LOL.

Are you old fashioned?
Guess so. A bit. I think old-fashioned. xD

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
To tell someone I love that I love that someone. :s

What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
Family, music, pianoooooo, and hugs. :-X



5 Facts About Me:
1) Weak mentally.
2) Loves the piano.
3) I don't like people who stereotypes me.
4) I live to find love. (for now)
5) I like cute stuffs. x)

5 things that scares me:
1) Cockroaches.
2) Bees.
3) Heights. Like, just scared that I'll fall.
4) Losing my computer. LOL
5) The fact that the world is ending.

7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately
12 Variations of Twinkle Twinkle Little Star by Mozart
Realise by Colbie Caillat
Sh-Boom! by I-can't-remember.
Lucky by Jason Mraz ft. Colbie Caillat
Cinderella by Steven Curtis Chapman
I'm Yours by Jason Mraz
Boom de Yada by Discovery Channel

Things I treasure in My Life
Everything but myself. Sorry God. =\

7 "First Time" in My Life
First time I played the piano was when I was 6.
First time I got a handphone was when I was 12.
First time I bought something unneccessary was when I was 12. Cute stuffs.
First time I found out about nipples was when I was 13. LOL.
First time I cared about myself was when I was 15.
First time I felt happy about getting 5As was when I was 15. x)
First time I cried in public was on the last day of trials. Sejarah paper. 25-9-08


7 Words/Things I Always Use/Say
Omg.
What the hell.
A-lahh.
Noooooooo.
Fudge youu. (Var. such as fish, fuch and fridge)
Navvvvvvvvvvv. (and pulling everybody's name longer)
What the.

I TAGGGG -
Yau Hui
Shannen
Mei Jin
YMay
And everyone who still reads my blog. :3

cheerioseets, arty.

3am.

Remember this? xD

Rawr. 3am. x)

cheerioseets, arty.

masks

Masks.

The one thing that everybody has. Whether it's just a clip-on or one with strings attached, it doesn't really matter. It can be white, black, skin colour. It can be fully customised. You can be a cat, a mouse, perhaps? Or you can have emotions. Sad face, emo face, bitch face.

At times, wearing it just seems to make you happy. You can be someone else, someone better. You can change it to however you want it to be, depending on the situation. Or you can use the mask to get someone's attention, ie someone you have a crush on. Ideally, it's a mask that we put on, not knowing whether it will work out or not, just for that little change, to make you feel happier.

Wearing this mask, it makes you feel like a different person. But does wearing this mask makes you, you? I don't know anymore who I am anymore. My true personality. The way I talk. The way I walk. The things I say and do. I've changed so much, for the sake of other people. For the sake of being accepted by everybody else. But am I really who I am? What makes me Arthur Chia? I don't know, really.

If you asked me to describe myself, I can't even write a word. I tried, I failed, I gave up. It's weird. This feeling. Of not knowing how you feel. I've been feeling like this for about a year now. Sometimes, it's faint because I'm caught up doing something else. Sometimes, I just feel like locking myself in some deserted and stay there until I die.

The feeling of not knowing how to feel. You smile when he smiles. You laugh when she laughs. Or act cool as they just kept talking on and on. People say they love you, it's just a phrase expressing how they care for you. I don't know how that feels. I've forgotten every single emotion that I've felt. How does it feel to be loved, or how does it feel to be cared for. I don't know. I wish I was oblivious to everything. To be an insensitive guy so I won't care so much about things like this.

Yea, sure. EVERYBODY goes through things like this. Am I that weak of a person that I can't stand all of this? Well, fuck this. I hate this feeling so bad. I wish someone could just hold me and just let me cry.

Yes, masks. They hide a whole lot of things. Thank God for masks.

..bob

My face looks weird. I have huge eyebags and my face is totally unproportional.

Especially my eyes. O.O"

Have you seen how small my eyes can be when it's like SUPER bright? It literally becomes -,-. (It's Arty the Smiley!) Mind you, it's bad enough that I've got such sepet eyes, but I'm actually quite proud of it. But if only my face was a bit less 'meaty' it'd look good, right?

I don't knowww. I should love myself. Liking how I look or the way I do things is like, fundamental. Based on what? You know, God. So I prolly shouldn't get jealous over people's face cause that's probably how I was created to be. Nyeh.

Anyways,

TOMORROW'S THE LAST DAY OF TRIALS!

..is what I would like to say.

I can't, lmao. That means SPM is coming in like, 48 DAYS and I'm totally unprepared. T.T

Okhays, I should totally be studying for History P2 right now. And Biology P3. Both are my worse subjects and it's not a good thing, when both comes in one day. *cries*

That's.. Bob. Found it while studying my Physics. LOL

cheerioseets, arty.