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The wall of my staircase.

My house has a lot of interesting things to take pictures of. Meh. I like my house. Can I go someone else's house to take pictures? :3

I'm stressed. I'm gonna fail my Chemistry and Physics at this rate. Sigh.

Chem nao. Bai.

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I started camwhoring again! XDD

While I'm in the mood and very irked about something, here's why I hate dealing with people.

I hate it when people don't reply. Be it a SMS, a Facebook wall post or a MSN message. I find it very plucking rude to not reply them. Even if you're out of credit, then just reply on Facebook la, or MSN. That's the only excuse that one can actually come up with, cause Facebook and MSN is like, so common.

I would love to know why people don't reply SMSes or MSN. Is it simply because they're busy? Well, meh. I guess I'm like that too. Since I leave my computer on the entire day even when I'm sleeping. But I still reply in the end, and apologize to them for not replying. Some people don't even reply in the end! They can go die. =(

I'm not really good at talking to people. So I rely heavily on digital means of communication. It's not that I don't want to try, I'm just scared of being judged by first look, which happens quite often. Even if they say they don't judge people, it's already being processed in your head as soon as you meet someone new.

Well, that's what I think. I don't know how much of that is true, or whether it's just me being super super super super paranoid about being judged. Mind you, I was fat last time. I'm just saying that it's really important to me that people reply their SMSes, IM messages and even Facebook messages. Cause it's me, and I'm just like that. :O

- End rant -

Moving on. I'm sleepy. So I'm gonna sleep early tonight. :)

13. While playing RO.

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I found this in my garden just now.
So pretty. ♥

It's a butterfly. It just hatched from its cocoon yesterday and it stayed there till now. I don't have a macro lens, so yeah, this was the nearest I could go.

Furry butterfly. :D
I lied. :)

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There're so many beautiful things in life. Why have thoughts of suicide and nothingness? Pick up a new hobby. Read a book. Learn something you've always wanted to learn. Exam stress? Screw that. Just do your best and you'll be contented. Hate Maths? Well, better start loving it cause everything is all about Maths. :)

I should seriously stop complaining. There's no point in complaining heh. I should be happy and contented for what I have, or what I may receive in the future, right? Heh.

Having said that, I think I'm okay-looking and slightly above average. I'm God's creation after all. No moar complaining for a while nao. :)

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Brownie. Oh how much he's grown.
*check out my reflection in his eyes LOL*

Anyways, I'm off to study. Toodles~

cheerioseets, arty.

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Camp.

Carol Ann Cheah "Camp" is just slang for pondan-ish. :P

Yeaahh. Urbanscapes 09. Long hair then. Nick Dorian took it. Candid Photography is his company. Taken and edited by him. I didn't touch it. @_@

Yeah.

3 hours of sleep. The weekend's here. G'nite.

Oh, Glee Ep 5 is awesome. Somebody To Love. ♥

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Life's brief candle. :)

I just realized what that actually means. Thanks for the poem, dear education system. It's good, it's all good.

"I fell asleep at 3.30pm. I woke up half an hour ago, checked my phone, "7.03PM". I thought I was late for school. =("

Truly, I think it's the stress. I seriously think so. My AS Final exams are coming. It starts with Mathematics 12 on the 15th of October. Then on the 21st of October...

My birthday! Critical Thinking Paper 1.

If you would read this post dated 23rd October 2008, it would prolly tell you how I spent my birthday last year. It would've been way better than the way I would spend it this year. But it's only this year that I'm celebrating my birthday amidst my exams. Joy. ♥

Char being messy. ♥

I'm not sure how I feel right now. I'm exhausted from HELPMUNC which was over the weekend. Exhaustion is far from an emotion but it hinders the thought process in ways that one can actually imagine. Feelings of joy gets mixed up with feelings of sorrow and love.

Yes. I fell in love. Again. This time, I fell in love with MUN. It's probably the weirdest thing to love, but omg. :D

Nah, I kid. I'm not exactly in a position to love things right now. As much as I want to love somebody, my heart is just incapable of expressing such feelings for someone. Most of the time it's just strong infatuation which I wish that it never existed.

Being infatuated by someone isn't the best thing to happen right before your exams. I hope it'll phase out so I can continue studying for my exams. Sides, I hate discussing my love life on my blog. I rarely ever tell people the situation that I'm in. So, yeah. :)

I'm gonna go finish my Further Maths homework.

Toodles. ♥

cheerioseets, arty.