depressed

It's already been two days since I came back from the land of rising sun. But then, I'm feeling depressed.

Yes, I'm depressed right now.

Why?

You see, during the 6 days of my trip to Japan, the night of the second day to the morning of the fifth day, I was staying with my host family. They were really nice to me and had provided me with my every need. So. After coming back to Malaysia, I terlupa nak email them la. So like, only on the third day back in Malaysia I emailed them. But my host-mate, Yi Siang, had already wrote them an email on the second day back in Malaysia. And sooo, yea. My host already replied him, but had not replied mine yet.

That's practically the main reason I'm depressed. My host replied Yi Siang's mail twice, but tak reply mine. ( Or so I think so. I'm negative and paranoid afterall. ) That and I'm feeling very lonely these holidays.

Well, holidays are meant to be fun. Like, go out with friends and all, or perhaps get yourself involved in something like a camp or perhaps a workshop. But nah, mine's boring. I tak join anything, cause I can't find anything. Nor can I go out with my friends cause I don't have many real friends. Like yea, I talked about this friends thing before last time. Oct 19th blogpost.

Ahaha, look ma, I'm talking to myself. Oh well, I guess I havta hug myself to bed AGAIN. Nite-o.

un-cheerioseets again, arty.

I like this picture. Describes my loneliness and my emotions really well.

Gah, I won't be continuing my blog post about Japan anytime soon. Obviously not.

Blog update. YES! HE REPLIED! XDDD

Meh. I'm feeling much happier now. Wasted all my time doing all the depressed drawing and all. At least I've improved my drawing skills lol.

cheerioseetsas always, arty.