smiling

Smile, even if others aren't. :)

Smiling is something you can do for free. It doesn't cost you anything, but it gives a lot more than what you think it does. Smile. :D

cheerioseets, arty.

poses

Youth Fair '10.

It was.. okay.

I took the train back.

..and that's the end of a boring day.

I'm not ashamed of my pimple scars.

I had two papers on Friday. Maths Paper 3 (hard paper) and Physics Paper 4 (HARDER paper, so hard that the paper didn't even tear when I attempted to tear it). I was busy studying for Physics Paper 4 the whole of last week + the week before last. It didn't actually work. I think I'm gonna fail the paper. It was just too tough. I feel like killing myself now. )':

To top that off, I had to ride on an emotional roller coaster that I didn't want to ride. Painful, excruciatingly so.

I.

Do.

Not.

Know.

How.

To.

Feel.

D:

- - -

On another note, I watched Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time yesterday, with my brother and my aunt. :)

Gemma Arterton is so pretty and Jake Gyllenhaal is surprisingly hot. *cough*

I'm so downloading the game. I'll wait for Prince of Persia: The Forgotten Sands. CAN'T WAIT. :D

In the meantime, I want a body as hot as Jake Gyllenhaal's. HAHA. *wishes*

cheerioseets, arty.

mask

My first facial mask. HAHA.

Eh, so malu to put a picture like this up on my blog. xD

cheerioseets, arty.

dreams

Something I have always wished for.

Looking back into something that never existed seems kinda pathetic, and a lot of people also say that "look forward and not backwards." But I can't really help it.

Now is not the time to be thinking of stuffs like this. Exam periods are important for a reason. I should really put my mind into studying and not about unimportant things (in this context) like how badly structured my social life is. That's really unimportant now, isn't it? D:

Sometimes I wish that I haven't met you.

Sometimes I wish I was nicer to you in the beginning, so you'd talk to me more often.

Sometimes I wish you'd like me just a weeeeee bit more. :P

But yeah, wishing for things like this is kinda impractical and whiny. Therefore, I'll stop complaining and start doing something. Maybe something pessimistic like, "Make myself hate you more so I won't have feelings for you anymore." Sounds like a great plan to me. :)

Anyways, I wrote something during Physics a few weeks back. I was feeling a bit down that day, cause I had a dream about someone and I really felt sick in the stomach. I mean, I'm already dying cause I can't tell that someone how I feel, then I have to dream about that person summore. Damn giler babi mean one my own subconscious.

Bah, but it's alright. I've already let the person read this. So I guess it'd be fine if I put it up here and let the emoness seep out. :P

Dreams

You were in my dreams last night. It got more vague as I became more aware that it was a dream.

I remember that I was feeling sleepy. We were in my living room, you sitting on the single seat sofa. My head laid softly across your thighs and you gently stroked my hair as I fall more and more asleep.

It felt good. I've been having these weird dreams as I fall into restless sleep every night. It does me no harm, but all I feel when I wake is that empty void that I want your warmth to fill in.

I don't think you'll understand how I feel, cause I myself don't know what I feel. I don't know what I want from you. It's disgustingly horrid to even think about it logically. Is this what they meant when people say, "Life is not all about looking for someone to love?"

Yeah. Kudos to me, aye? :)

Time to sleep nao. D:

cheerioseets, arty.

fierce

Mew Mew starting to look fierce. Not.

Took this shot of her just now. :D

FURTHER MATHS PAPER 1 OVAH! (:

I should start on Maths P4 now. *going*

cheerioseets, arty.

octagonal

Hakka Octagonal Village

Further Maths Paper 1 on Tuesday.

Maths Paper 4 on Wednesday. I haven't started studying for Paper 4 yet. =(

cheerioseets, arty.

flexible

You are not alone.

You are beautiful, in every single way. Cause words can't bring you down.

Looks doesn't matter.

Good looking people might appear to be nice, but they can be devils behind that beautiful masks of theirs. Not-so-good looking people on the other hand, can be really nice if you actually know them for who they are and not how they look like.

*tells self*

- - -

Happy 19th Birthday, Jie Cong. :D

I know it's a bit late, but I was looking through the pictures I took during the past month. So many things were going on at once, so yeah. :)

Anyways, did you know that I'm quite flexible? xD

See, I can stretch over another person! :D

Fun times. I need to go out more often. xD

Maybe my exams. :)

cheerioseets, arty.

Beggar stray cat. :O

A2 is a bad word. It's like a curse. )':

I hope I'll pull through this hurdle. I don't wanna face failure for this one. The consequences are too severe if I don't get through this. My future, and everything else.

May I have the wisdom to do my best, my absolute very best.

cheerioseets, arty.

swivel

Domo needs to be saved! :D

I've been doing some thinking again. I think I need to slow it down. My exams are coming, I really need to start studying and cloud my mind with everything else that's unimportant to my future.

I had a few dreams about you this week. It was freaky. I mean, dah lah I no chance to be with you, then you come and appear in my dreams. Leave me alone. D:

But yeah, I've been feeling like craaaaaaap these few days because of that stupid dream. So yeah, get out of my life. I already blocked you on MSN, that's my first step to help me forget you.

Forget. D:

*emo*

I'm better off with Domo.

cheerioseets, arty.

embarrassing

I iz pro camwhore. :D
KL Trip, taking our group picture. :)

The most embarrassing things (of 2010) happened to me today.

Case 1
I was walking past the hang out area in college at about 4. There were two guys and a girl sitting there. And I heard, "Hey Arthur," coming from that direction.

Guess what happened after that, dear blog. :O

So yeah, I was like, "Hey!" and all I got were blank "What?" stares. Sigh. Kill me. *blush*

Case 2
I met a guy named John Lim today. I think he's from Cempaka Damansara. Tried to shake hands, I said to him, "Hey Arthur, I'm John." *shakes hands*

KILL ME PLEASE. D:

I seriously think it's the exam stress that's coming on to get me.

Bad day today. I never had two embarrassing things happen to me on the same day. Everything has a first time, why does it have to be two embarrassing things at once? )':

cheerioseets, arty.

handover

Guess who? (2)

Random thought:
I'm gonna miss Taylor's College Sri Hartamas.

Isn't it beautiful? The hangout area.

I guess I'll be posting up pictures of the whole campus before I leave, then. :)

cheerioseets, arty.