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Happae 14th Barfday Kerri!

Did I tell you that I jogged for 20 minutes and my heart stopped for 2 minutes? xD I went jogging last Sunday since long long long long long long long long x4059430 time ago and I haven't been exercising at all. And and I couldn't breathe! It was like, totally scary. x) But yea, I thank God that I'm still here.

Anyways, I had my last ICT class yesterday and Madam Lalitha gave us more homework. Wait, no. 2007 ICT SPM Paper. And after class, I waited for half an hour until 5pm for my brother to fetch me. I never knew how quiet the school can be. I was the only student left in the school. Kinda scary, but kinda exciting haha, since no one else is there. xD

On the way back home, we stopped at the traffic light and at the opposite side of the road, I saw a motorcyclist skid and fell off his bike. RIGHT after he fell, another motorcyclist stopped and helped him. I was kinda shocked, knowing how M'sians are. They either 'Stop and Stare' or go 'Oops! I Did It Again' and stall traffic. But as we waited for the traffic light, more people stopped and helped him. One helped him carry his bike up, the other helped him take his helmet and more helped him up on his feet.

Moral of the story? Expect the unexpected.

Ahaha, jk. But isn't it kinda uplifting? The fact that there're people who actually care about strangers in trouble still exist in this mean, evil society.

Anyways..

I made three bookmarks for three very special people to me. They're not family. They're not close friends. But they share the same birthday with me and that's something that makes me really happy. I'm gonna complete the bookmarks and match it with a pair of mini-slippers and give 'em as presents. Gonna finish it up this weekend. ;D

I'm not really looking forward to my birthday.

I know I won't receive any present from anybody.
My presence in school is as faint as that person's fart.
Thinking that people would actually wish you just makes you sad in the end cause less than expected people would wish you.
The disappointment that no one wished you/ gave you presents is just too much to bear, might as well not think about it.

I got tagged by Shannen and Sammie about last week and couldn't do the tag due to.. Unforseen unable_to_blog_about circumstances.

brb. Show. Imma post this first. xD

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If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
"Fuck you. But then again, you wouldn't know how bad it is to lose me." And ignore my lover for a few weeks. :)

If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To be able to actually enjoy life without having much difficulties. Not to mention having friends. I don't have any that I can really talk to about my personal stuffs. :|

What will your dream wedding to be like?
Simple and nice. Small ceremony with only the two of us. Nothing more.

On your wedding day, what you would like to see?
Cute stuffs everywhere! LOL.

Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Partially clear.
"I can see clearly now, the rain is gone. I can see all obstacles in my way."
Yea, I guess I can see what's ahead, especially the hardships.

What's your ideal lover like?
I'm keeping this to myself. :P

Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both. Especially being able to switch roles once in a while.

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long as I'll be happy in the end. I'm very positive, no? XD

If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
PRAY HARD THEY BREAK UP. Ahaha, no la. I'm not that bad. XD

Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yea, stress and what not. The fact that I'm not a very likeable person really puts me down.

How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Successful and happy..
Or
Unemployed and a drop out of university.

Who are currently the most important people to you?
No one. Don't really care about now. Sheet, I'm emo again! xD

Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
Depends.

What's the first thing you do every morning?
*click* Snooze.

Would you give all in a relationship?
It depends whether I'm forcing myself to like that person or not.

If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I hope not. I'd die. Seriously. Already being indecisive, add that on to my super sensitive emo-ness trigger and you'll get a Gloomy Arty.

What type of friends do you like?
Funny, talkative and weird. Not to mention smart (aka good at Maths) and being able to keep up with my untalkativeness.

What type of friends do you dislike?
One that shoved his ASS onto Caroline's face. Now that was mean.

Are you a virgin?
Very.

Have you ever lied to your parents?
I dare you to say that you didn't.

What did you lie about?
I. Started. Lying. Since. I. Was. 4.

Currently, are you having any crush on anyone?
YES!

Hint about him/her?
I'M SORRY. XD
I've never told anyone who I like before. Wait, I only told Kharenee once. And that was my first and last time. Be happy Khar!

Do you think the guy/girl knows?
Hope not. It'd be disastrous.

What phrases you usually say when something unexpected happens?
Sheet. Fuck! OmG! Crap. Are you okay?

What annoys you the most?
Nothing. Boon Sia-ness. I'm trying not to hate. Hate = BAD!

What is your current obsession?
Nothing.

Who do you short text the most these days?
No one in particular. The last person I SMSed someone a lot was Pikky about an anime. LOL.

Who do you miss alot now?
No oneeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Gosh, I'm so lonely! Lol.

Which secondary school friend you miss alot?
No one! Gah! Am I so detached?

Who do you idolise now?
Nobody. Wtf is wrong with me.

Best girl friend?
Right now it's Yin Ling. Talking to her quite a lot in school.

Best boy friend?
Julius. Haha wth. XD

Biggest fear?
Escalators. I fell once. And once more. Longkangs. LOL XD

Favorite hang out place?
I don't hang out anymore! =(

Made any new friends recently?
Yeap! This form 1 kid that stayed back really late today. xD

What kind of mood are you in most of the time?
Sad. Lonely. Not really positive moods.

If you were to go out with any group of friends, who will you choose?
I don't have. Friends.

Do you like the person who tagged you?
YEAP! They're both nice people. :)

cheerioseets, arty.