struggle

Struggle for your life, Mew Mew! Struggle! :D

Hence,
Life's a struggle, betch. :D

Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
Because it takes only a smile to
Make a dark day seems bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile!

*takes notes*

WAIT, IT'S THURSDAY ALREADY? D:

Counting down to death day (A2 trials), which is next Monday.

I can't wait to fail all my papers. :)

cheerioseets, arty.

mint

Trying out something new. :D
Ignore the paper lines. ._.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back!
Don't expect love in return;
Just wait for it to grow in their heart,
But if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.

A fact of life. It's really interesting. :)

Ugh, and I'm not mad about the person who posted the comment in the previous post. I'm just stating the real facts. xD

Aiyo, J, don't worry about it so much. I really meant it when I said "I understand your good intention and honest." :P

cheerioseets, arty.

arthur

Because Mew Mew is just too cute when she was younger and still is.

Have a friend named Arthur Chia Teck! Special name! He is a boy who likes to do girly stuff, like camwhoring really really gao lat, designing pretty things, shopping with girls, and err, he talks like a girl too. How can a guy have eeks, squeaks and hand movement like anime girls when he talk? So geli right..

Erm, he calls himself “arrrty”.. +_+ During school days everyone disrespects him and called him GAY. he was treated ntg like trash just because of his attitude. even girls don’t want to go near him in our class because they are afraid they will have rumours about them liking arthur. Well what do you know, typical school days la.

Now he is doing quite fine, just a few years and we are now in college, he is still being himself but everyone grew optimistic and think he is NOT gay but VERY UNIQUE. :D

There are lots of Arthurs out there, Arthur from Shrek, Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, King Arthur bla bla bla, but I still prefer this UNIQUE Arthur I know. :)

It's so against my blogging ways to blog twice in a day, but I had to.

Found this comment on another blog when I googled my name.

Well, I understand your good intentions and honesty haha. :)

Justification, though you might not be reading this.

1) First of all, you got my name wrong. The name's Arthur Chia Tek. I'm really proud of my name, and you are too, I guess.

2) Why do you say that camwhoring is a type of 'girly stuff'? Do you know how many guys out there that likes to camwhore? I assure you that they would so pissed if you said that 'camwhoring' is a type of girly stuff. Heck, I've even written a blog post the reason why I like to camwhore. It's here if you can't find it.

3) Did you also know that all the pretty things that you guys steal from the net are mostly done by guys? Yes, it's not girly.

4) I shop with girls because I just like to talk to them while they shop. Period. I go shopping with my mom every Saturday but I never buy anything also. I don't like spending money on clothes. Unless, of course if they're cheap. :)

5) I like talking to girls, what can I say?

6) If it's geli then stop looking at my hands. @_@

7) I don't call myself Arrrty. It's cause http://arty.blogspot.com is already taken. If not I would've just gotten that instead. Did you realize that I never wrote Arrrty in any part of my blog? It's only in my blog address. Kthxbai.

8) Ah, I actually had my fair share of friends in high school. They actually didn't care about the way I acted, and meh, how the fuck was I treated like trash? I REALLY enjoyed my school life. :D

9) And hello, lmao. All my friends were girls in high school. I think only a few of you were avoiding me because of the stereotype. People like Alanna, Huey Ru, Pik Kuan and Leng-Lei are sort of my 'real friends'.

10) I guess I just really hate 'typical school days'. A school is a place where you gain knowledge. A place where your friends STUDY and not go around speculating about a certain boy with weird hand gestures. :)

11) I've always been fine. Maybe I should've pointed that out earlier. :3

12) But thank you, for preferring me over anybody else. LOL. Good save. (Y)

Point is, get your facts right before trying to describe me. It a bit hard if you don't know me well enough. I guess I just don't like people describing inappropriately.

I am, after all, Arthur Chia Tek.

cheerioseets, arty.

roxy

You're so pretty, Roxy.

But..

Domokun is prettier.

- - -

Thinking about it, I'm gonna miss my friends in Taylor's College Sri Hartamas. It was really really memorable. Just as memorable as my life in WMS.

I liked it.

Sigh.

:)

cheerioseets, arty.

fail

I suck at acting cute.
I wasn't trying anyways. xD

cheerioseets, arty.

rejection

Rejection! :P

I got two replies from UCAS track application today and the day before yesterday.

Here's how it happened:

I slept early the night before, only to wake up at 4AM with a leaking nose that doesn't seem to want to stop leaking. So I just went to the toilet and grabbed some tissues to remove some snot. :D

I usually sleep with my iPod beside me on my bed. The reason being I use my alarm clock in my iPod and my phone, so I can't sleep without both of them. SO YEAH, I checked my email using my iPod. (Yay to permanently switched on WiFi)

"UCAS Application Status Notification"

Sigh. I logged on with my UCAS ID, which I memorized out of convenience.

Sigh.

Yesterday's was University of Newcastle. Today's is UCL.

FML x infinite.

So yeah. I r not happy right now. No one cares about me anyways. :O

Apart from the anonymous person who keeps on commenting on my blog. Thanks. :)

..and my very supportive mother. University hunting this weekend. I hope I can apply not through UCAS. :)

I wish you would take notice of me, it's me who's been jumping, waving like mad.
Just for you to take notice of me.
Just one bit.

OH I GOT CAKE FROM YASMINE TODAY. :D
Thanks, Yasmine. :)

cheerioseets, arty.

leave

I don't wanna see your face anymore. GO AWAY. D:

I despise cute people. Just go die, please.

In case you haven't realized, my Facebook account isn't there anymore.

cheerioseets, arty.

glad

Why can't life be this straight? :)

I'm glad.

I'm glad that I've finally settling down in college, though it's not my first year here.

I'm glad that my workload is almost nil right now. Like, ECA things. :)

I'm glad that my future is dim right now. Because I haven't gotten any offers, but I'm able to concentrate on my studies especially for the trial exams that are coming up in two weeks.

I'm glad that I'm overrrrrrrrrrrrrrr *cough*.

I'm glad that I don't really care anymore. :D

I'm so glad. :D

cheerioseets, arty.

formspring

Nostrils flare! :3
This angle is a typical guy first-time camwhoring angle.

Ask me anything!

Click here to ask me anything!

If you have camwhoring questions, ask me!

Or you have something important to ask me, you can ask me here!

Dislike me? Tell me in rhetorically here!

Or you can ask me directly in the box on the right! :)

Thanks to formspring.me

I like my self portrait series. :D

cheerioseets, arty.

cookies

Photo shoot with myself. ♥
I LOOK SO LALA. HAHA.

UCL interview in two days! :)

I'm bringing cookies for people tomorrow. It weighs a tonne. :D

Ask me if you want one. =)

On another note, I'm so worried about my interview that I don't really care about what other people think of me already. :)

It's a good thing. :)

cheerioseets, arty.

yawn

*yawn* Yeah, I'm pretty tired too. :)

cheerioseets, arty.

sided

The thing about one-sided love?

You'll always be the lonely one.

Well, you've still got friends, right? ._.

I don't think I'll ever confess to someone that I like, just because it's impossible for my feelings to be reciprocated.

I love myself, and that's all I need.

That's what I keep telling myself but it doesn't turn out nicely in the end.

cheerioseets, arty.

whatever

Whatever shrubs from whatever town in whatever China.

I haven't been updating my blog like a normal emotional person would. Wouldn't a normal emotional person update his/ her blog consistently with a lot of emotional post about their daily lives and what not? Yeah, I haven't been doing that.

Hence, here I am, sitting my fat ass on this really uncomfortable plastic chair that I've been sitting on for about 6 years now that consistently gives me a backache every time I sit in front of my computer for 6 hours at one go to finish my assignments, writing this blog post to make sure that I have enough creative/ emotional output so I would not have to blow up the next time someone asks me, "How are you feeling?"

Well, in any case, if anyone ever asks me, "How are you feeling?", I think I would either (i) burst into tears or (ii) make up a lie that I'm absolutely-blooming fine and almighty.

..which is not how I'm feeling right now.

How am I feeling?

I shall do this in point form again.

How does Arthur Chia feel at the moment

ONE I'm stressed about my UCL interview as well as the unfinished assignments that they had requested me to do. The standard for Architecture punya portfolio is really high and I don't think my quality of work as of now would be sufficient for me to get admitted to UCL. That brings me to my next point.

TWO I'm starting to feel that I'm inadequate and not capable of being a good leader. Seeing people around me criticize the way other people do things, for example, I'm not the kind of a person that would do things and instead, I would just rattle on and on and on about my ideas and not putting any effort into seeing it succeed or whatever. I think that's the kind of person I am.

THREE I feel that I'm untalented. People would usually say, "OMG THAT'S SO NOT TRUE." But I know who I am and for one, being talented is not one of it. Have you ever heard of the phrase, Jack of all trades and master of none? That's me. For one, I really suck in piano. I don't take some time off to play piano at all now. I just lost my drive to do anything that I used to love doing most. Especially the thrill and joy in designing stuff. I just don't take the initiative anymore.

FOUR Exams. Oh. My. Gawd. Exams. I'm feeling the heat of exams and that's not a really cool feeling at all. Really really hot. I feel like dropping Further Maths, but I've been told from young not to easily give up on things, but yeah, I don't wanna fail, so I'm putting a rather large amount of effort in doing just that. That also brings me to my next point.

FIVE I feel friendless, again. You know how people have their really tight group of friends that you can always rely on? I don't have that group of friends. Or so I just can't see them right now. I know la, there's my normal hanging out gang that I go out with once in a while like Pikky, Dee, and Nana and there's also my classmates, which I absolutely adore watching them argue over Further Maths questions. I was really happy when they came over to my house on the 4th day of CNY when I invited them over. I should've gambled with them as well. Sigh. :) But yeah, there's more people that I want to meet, I don't know why either. Maybe I should just don't expand my social circle anymore. Maybe that's the reason why I'm feeling friendless. ._. BUT I HAVE MY FRIENDS THAT I TALK TO EVERYDAY LIKE, JUST TALKING. That makes me a tad bit happier about my life.

SIX I care too much about what other people think about me. I've heard some pretty nasty rumours about me in college, but yeah, it just hurts me so much, and I don't know why. It's to the extent that I care about what people think about me when I'm sitting alone studying in the corner of a corridor alone. They think that I'm a loser cause I have no friends with me and studying alone. That's what that goes through my head every time I see someone looking at me when I'm studying alone in the corridor. Srsly. ._.

SEVEN I suck.

EIGHT I think I also suck as a friend. As cliche as it sounds, I feel that I suck for not being there for those who needs my help the most, for whatever much that I can do for them.

NINE I just made myself feel more depressed. But I don't feel like ranting about that here.

TEN I like someone and dare not confess. Loser much.

Fudge my life.

Event organizing, being the president of an organization. I don't think I'm capable of doing any of it. I've always have been the follower and not the leader.

FMLFMLFMLFMLFML.

UNcheerioseets, arty.

domo

Domokun isn't scared of anybody!

..but I am, of everybody. :O

cheerioseets, arty.

fire

I want to feel that burning passion I had for things that I once loved doing.
Now, it's just ashes at the bottom of the same ol' barbecue pit, where my
Fire once burnt, and sparks flew.

I need to pull myself together.

cheerioseets, arty.