bahhhhambug.

Say hello to Sir Brownie The Second. :)

Pardon my for the name, but yeah, my mom decided to name it after Brownie.

Poor Brownie, he got replaced. :O

BUT HOMG. The new Brownie's much more cuter! :D Like, seriously cute, cute. He's only 3 months old, and brought up in my dad's warehouse/ store. So, my dad just brought him home today. :)

My mom gave him a bath and he's all clean. And cute. :D Can't wait to see how he grows up haha.

Anyways, I'm tired. Gonna try to study now. Hopefully I'll actually be able to study something. And here're Mak Cik Jessica punya pictures. :)

Take one: Smile without teeth.

Take two: Smile with teeth. :D

cheerioseets, arty.

crap

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

..

Shit. xD

cheerioseets, arty.

lan

Took this during LAN. :D

My thighs hurt. My abs are still fine, but my thighs really hurt. My knees had healed well over the weekend, but now it's gonna be painful again. Yes, I had another rehearsal. But it's all good. :)

Brb. Finishing stupid LAN video project.

cheerioseets, arty.

violin

As the happy violinist stood amongst the crowd, he lifted his bow, moving into position. [To be continued.] I tired desu.

g'nite. :)

cheerioseets, arty.

logo

Pretty. :D

*click to enlarge PLEASE* :)

As you all boleh nampak, I've recreated my logo. Having lost my logo's PSD file a few months ago, I've decided to redesign it, with an extra twist. The colour's so pretty, but I can't bring myself to like it. It just feels wrong. :O

Should I change the colour back to white? I think it should look better if it's white. Do tell me what you think about it. :)

..and I shall be sleeping now. Tired. =D

Oh. I had a very sore day. Couldn't walk up or down the stairs without falling haha. And my mom decided to massage my bruised knees. That hurt a lot. Like, A LOT. :'(

cheerioseets, arty.

*update*
Logo colour comparisons. The coloured has the texture. Actually, all of them has the texture, it's just in black and white it's not really visible haha.

Click to enlarge please. :D

bruise

His lame friend and him. Laugh-ers.

He came out of his bathroom, steamy and hot. His shorts hangs loosely on his waist while he towels his wet hair. It'd been a terribly busy day and the drive back from KLPAC was tiring. Tonight's rehearsal was a good workout for him, since he hadn't been exercising since he started college in January. In fact, the workout was so great, he's gonna have bruises all over his body tomorrow. That's how great it was. How lovely.

As he sat down on his computer, the screen showed a blog, a page where he was writing something. It started with how the rehearsals had went and how he was typing about that.

Lex, the choreographer/ movement master, had so graciously decided to torture the dear Kaki Blue ensemble members by starting off with an intense workout warm up session that left most of 'em people tired even before going to the dance moves. Warms up included: Sit ups, unstretchable stretches, sit ups, spinal roll, more sit ups, and more stretches. But he wasn't complaining. He'd predict that by the end of this production, given if Lex decides to include this workout warm up session every movement rehearsal, he'd have six packs at the end of this production.

That's a good thing, really. Who wouldn't mind getting six packs? That aside, the dance that came after that included stuffs such as rolls, marching, salutation, chest in-out in less than a second, and really painful stuffs. At the end of the rehearsal, he was huffing and sweat was dripping from his hair like rain drops falling from leaves.

The drive home was worse. Idiotic drivers that can't decide which side of the road they'd want to drive on and buses that goes at 90km/h on Jalan Ipoh. He was not frightened, really. Just concerned that 'em buses will hit some poor old chap. :P

As he reversed park his car into the house, he opened the door oh-so slowly and dragged himself upstairs and onto his mom's soft, comfy bed whilst recapping what had happened during rehearsals. Oh, how soft the bed was, just how he wished he could just lie there. :O

Now, here he is, typing a post. And now he's gonna go watch Saw V, the gruesome sequel to Saw I - IV. G'nite everyone, and have a great weekend. :)

cheerioseets, arty.

P/S: On the way to KLPAC, he had seen a cute, fluffy cat that was sitting on the roadside. As he drove past the cat, he noticed a huge lump of light brown-ish unknown substance below it. Oh, it was defecating.

feet

Mom. :)

I think I need to shave. My mustache is seriously getting thicker by the week. Mm. :O

I don't like it. HAHA, I seriously don't. xD

I took the pic when we were at the Nirvana Memorial Park in Semenyih today. My granddad's 100th day since his passing. Or something like that. I'm not really sure about it myself. It's confusing, this Chinese custom.

Took lotsa pictures, like:

Fluffy. :3

I'm bored. And seriously lifeless heh. I downloaded so many movies recently. Can't stop watching them. And my Sem exams are in less than 3 weeks time. ):

I've yet to pick up my book and start revising. Nor have I have the initiative to begin. It's annoying. T.T

Kaki Blue rehearsals start tomorrow night. Can't wait for that too. Exams and Kaki Blue. Hah.

cheerioseets, arty.

animate

Picture removed. The obscene one. AGAIN. :O

edit* I'm not naked, just shirtless WTH ESTHER & SARAH. =_=" And I'm not wearing eyeliner! :O *edit end*

Thy Soul

Your soul rots in the depths of human emotions.
Suffocating, drowning in the sea of sorrow,
Hallucinating, adrift in the dreams of happiness.

Your soul longs to be set free.
Free from all the suffering and illusions that,
No man is able to escape from.

Your soul is just as frail as many others.
Fragile, and possessing no value in man's eyes,
Just like a glass, shattering into shards of light.

Unwanted, and forgotten.

- -

I swear it's not an emo poem. I just wanted to give poetry a try. :D


I like this picture.

Like, a lot. :)

cheerioseets, arty.

break

Five minute doodles~

*this picture has got nothing to do with relationships*

We.. became friends again. I'm no longer in that relationship. It just felt weird to me. So.. I just decided to be friends. That's all. I'm not taking any questions atm. I *might* tell you if you ask me on MSN, but yeah. :)

- -

Today was fun. The Editorial Board has started taking pictures of Clubs and Societies for the yearbook since last week. Many clubs decided to go with certain dress codes and what not, and I've even seen a club with just 4 members.. That's scarily awesome. I can't imagine just how their club meeting would be like, well, it'd be quite fun and all la, but HAHA. XD

But all the clubs like one big family. Cause there are a few people who would be in almost all the pictures cause they've got so much free time for so many activities. *coughmecough* xD

*cricket*

I've lost my blogging mojo. I can't blog anymore. Like, seriously having blogger's block. *sekat*

SEE. There it goes again. Sighhh. I think I shall name this blogger's block as The Eraser. Why? Just cause it erases the blogging sense of a blogger and become innately plain. It's just like how an eraser works. *erases* And poof! Your paper's all white again. :O

But I guess that's also due to my emoness atm cause of the recent boom boom. It's so complicated.

I don't get how relationships work.

It feels like I'm extremely desperate or something like that. I've given a lot of things. And there's this sense of regret that comes with it. From actually having done those things, it's just a tad bit painful to the heart. Yet, I yearn for mow.

Ish, I know I'm crapping now. Oh well. :O


A panda decided to crash on my temporary photo_taking_place. Mm. Ish, after all that setting up. Bad panda! :( The LOVE and ♥ got kicked by it. It ransacked the place and now I can't find the boxes and the words. T.T

cheerioseets, arty.

mom

Happy Mom's Day

A flower. For someone who's beauty and love incomparable to the beauty of this flower, I ♥ you. :)

Happy Mom's Day. It just fits.

I like how the words it just fits sounds when I say it. It's awfully nice sounding. :)

Well, "Happy Mother's Day" just sounds really old, so I figured that "Happy Mom's Day" would be more suitable since I'm sure all moms would love to be younger just by a bit, right? xD

Anyways, I had a really eventful weekend. So many things happened. Fast and seriously furious. Just like how a tornado strikes a town almost unexpectedly..

But that can never happen because tornadoes are so freaking predictable haha. XD

Let's see. I'm gonna do this periodically.

- -

Friday.

I went on a date with my brother.

..

With his girlfriend and her twin sister. They're so kewt when they're together. x) Like, *squeeeeeeze* cute. Heh.

A lot of things happened on Friday as well.

I :

1) saw kids doing muay thai beating the living daylights out of terrorists.
(BLASPHEMY I TELL YOU)

2) saw a lorry that had its tyres flying straight at my car.
(But didn't hit me. Woot.)

3) got caught in a pre-Wesak day jam after leaving OU at 8.30pm and accidently stumbled upon the flower cars. Whatever you call me.
(And I reached home at 11pm on Friday because of that. *geram*)

- -

Saturday.

Had piano in the morning. And left straight away for Wesley to pick up Johann from there.. Just cause I didn't know where the LRT station nearest to 1U was. xD

Jo's leaving for the US tomorrow. May 11th. Heh. Just about two weeks before his barfday. Sho sad. )':

My friend for about 6 years? Around there. The naughty monitor that got fired because he threw a paper ball at our old, partially-deaf PE teacher. Or the ad-libbing third_most_important person in the school play who got suspended just because he ad-libbed.

The multi-talented smart ass. I'm so gonna miss you. But heh, it's just physical separation. Facebook connects. HAHA. :D

So anyways, we found a parking in OU with my awesome parking-hunting skills. :D

I'm bored. And. Tired. So just gonna caption these pictures and do my stupid assignment.

Hail Hitler! HAHA. xD

ドキドキ。

And after OU, we went to a cybercafe! Homg. I haven't been to a cybercafe since.. Then. A long time ago. A reallllllllllllllllly long time ago. But it was fun. Imagine that Pikky and Nana was more experienced than Jo and I am. It's scary. But kinda cool at the same time.

We played L4D and that was enjoyable too. :D :D

So so, I rushed back home after that, cause I promised my dad that I'll come back home early to accompany him to the Wesak procession. Heh. It was all good. :)

People!

- -

Something happened today. Not gonna talk about it until I'm feeling better first, but I really need to finish my Physics. So toodles. :)

Have you guys been to Mon Cheriex yet? I'm just promoting it here cause Nana asked me to. So yeah. PLEASE VISIT. :D


cheerioseets, arty.

story

Rawr. I'm bored. At college doing nothing. The world needs more Luzhens. She's beside me right now. ->

But I don't have a pic of her.

Darn.

<- And here's Lea beside me on my left. <-- And both Lea and Luzhen have a L in their names. -->

"Oh my Godz," Luzhen said. She just chuckled. More. And more. "Okay, I'm gonna shut up," and she turned towards her computer.

She saw what I just wrote, and placed her arms on her hips. Mm, how interesting. *nods nods*

Real life human GIRL. Mm. And more laughs coming from my right as I type this.

- -

Heh. I have my first period in about 20 minutes and I'm just so darned to go for it. It's annoying. And pissing off. Moral education. What the hell are we learning this for? Isn't 11 years of Moral Education good enough to "inculcate" the freaking good Moral Values into the well-manered students of Malaysia?

'tis annoying. Why do we have to learn this? Malaysian Studies was bad enough since I freaking hate Sejarah so freaking much. Sigh. Bullshit. I'm cursing while talking about having good Moral Values. I r awesome. >.>;;

Oh well. I'd do anything for a good grade so there wasn't much point in typing that out. :)

- -

Oh. The story yesterday. HAHA.

cheerioseets, arty.

touch

I was bored during LAN LOL. xD

Mm, I just noticed that I totally left out my logos in so many pics. The reason? I lost my PSD file for my logo. Simple, boring stuffs. You know, the one with the heart shape and the leaves? xD

FINE. Insignificant logos of the world. :O

I ish a bit emo la. So I'm treating this blog post as a therapeutic method of relaxing. I feel so carefree every time I blog. Well, maybe today, probably. :D

Anyways, most of you probably know that my recent hubungan dengan seseorang is really drawing so much attention. I wonder if I should just put it back to nothing so people will stop asking HAHA. Just a hint, no one really knows who it is. So far I've only told two people. So good luck finding out. :) (No, I don't mean it, I don't want you people to find out)

Rawr. I'm tired. And lazy to study for my Chem exam on Friday. The semester exams are coming and I'm so dead for Further Maths. Study, I must. But heh. Lazy. XD

Here's something:

He looked into my eyes as I rest my head against his hands. He subconsciously licks his lips. The more I look at him, the more I think his lil' nose looks so darn cute.

We were in his car, parked at the side of the road. We went for a walk in the park, but certain dark, hairy, blood-sucking insects decided to interfere with my very first date in my life with the guy that I gave my whole afternoon for by sucking love-driven blood. So we just decided to go back to the car, blasting the air con like there's no tomorrow.

And there we were, staring into each others eyes. I could stay there the whole day, looking at him. But I'm not sure how'd he feel about that. I wonder about it sometimes. How is he so interested in me and stuff. Just when I was thinking about that, he moved in closer and our lips locked. My first kiss! Oh crap. But it sure felt good.

"My first kiss!" I said softly, after his lips left mine.

"Do you like it?" He asked in that sweet mellow voice that I adore.

I nodded.

My first attempt. Of a love story. Mm. Or maybe. It's *censored* to me.

cheerioseets, arty.

shleep

Ju's sexy dress HAHA. But too bad you can't see it here. :)

I was at the Boh Cameronian Awards Ceremony yesterday. Saw lotsa people, the performances were great, the emcees funny and some presenters absolutely hilarious. Oh. Alfred wore a skirt and tied his hair with two ponytails. Pure win. :)

Anyways. Two more pics. One of the stage. And the other a not-so-groupish group pictures. :D

The emcees and the stage. They were so funny haha. :D

Ivan, Ju, Arthur, Az'farr and Sharon. Hey, where am I? :O

Mm. Gonna go sleep now. I slept. At 3 yesterday. I think.

I'm happy. That all of you peopol for reading my blog. Cause it just makes me happy that people actually read my blog. :D

And and and, nobody voted, "boring like craapppp." for my blog. So cheeeeers! :)

cheerioseets, arty.

end

..And that marks the end of a week full of good things and bad things that happened oh-so fast. :)

Just came back from the T4YP-08-09 party. It was awesome. But I'm tired from what I've done the whole day. Plus what happened on Tuesday really made me think about my life.

And also, that I found out a lot of people reads my blog. So. HI PEOPLE. :D

Anyways, tired. So, tadaa! :)

cheerioseets, arty.

P/S: Thanks for asking about the old man, he's doing fine now. Stable, for now, at least. :O
PP/S: Thanks also for doing my poll. Appreciated haha. :P