jackson

Marcia took this. I like. ♥

I just came back from watching This Is It at Tropicana City Mall (again). I think Michael Jackson is truly a very talented and nice person. Or at least that was how he was portrayed as and so that's how I'll believe so.

After watching the movie, I'm now an official Michael Jackson fan. It's not that I wasn't before, but basically I just renewed my fanism. :P

Now I can't decide between taking dance lessons or going to the gym. My mom said I can't have both. I memang can't have both cause I don't even have time to squeeze in my piano lessons. Haha. :P

Maybe I shall take dance lessons cause I'm practically free during my weekends. I can't choose to go to the gym because I can't go everyday. )':

So yeah.

Oh shizzle. *nerds Chem p2*

cheerioseets, arty.

halloween

Happy Halloween.
(Though I don't celebrate. I don't know what's the story behind it.)
More pictures on Facebook. :)

cheerioseets, arty.

tiresome

It's been a while since I fell sick. Stomach Menstrual cramps. It hurts so bad.

I went to bed at 10.30PM last night. I was feeling fine and a bit emo, but that was just mentally ill. I woke up at 2AM, a strong pain/ gut feeling. I couldn't go back to sleep. Then it went away. 4AM it came back again. 6AM. :O

I was in so much pain before the exam, but I guess I'm alright now. Slept a bit before the paper cause I was really really tired. Oh well. I was wearing 4 layers of clothes and that didn't help one bit. Amazing. =D

..and I'm terribly tired now HAHA.

cheerioseets, arty.

food

All I'm doing now is eat eat eat. It helps eradicate sadness. It really does.

I ♥ food. :)

..but not the negative effects of eating too much. I weigh a tonne now, seriously. :O

cheerioseets, arty.

miss

Trying the zoom effect. Phail.

Rawr. I watched Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs today at Tropicana City Mall.

I'm starting to like that place. All the people working there are so good-looking HAHA. Like, the people working at the restaurants, like, waiters, then the cashiers at the clothes shop. I'm not a perv or anything, I'm just starting to think everyone is good looking.

http://operationbeautiful.com/
- Do a good deed. I'm gonna start posting. -

When we went to buy the tickets for the movie, the cashier asked whether we wanted adult tickets or student tickets. My brother and his girlfriend started bringing out their wallets and taking out their student ID's.

"Oh sheet."

I took my brother's car keys and ran from the cinema's end to the other end cause that's where my brother parked. The worst part was that I wasn't wearing socks with my shoes cause I rushed out in the morning and left my socks on the table at home. Sigh. I have a blister now. Bloody hell. LOL.

- - -

I'm gonna miss you guys HAHA.

- - -

I'm pissed. Terribly pissed. For the wrong reasons though.

I'm pissed that I broke up with you.

I'm pissed because I hurt you for no reason.

I'm pissed because I used you and you don't deserve what I did to you.

I'm pissed because you bought me a gift weeks before my birthday and my birthday was after we broke up.

I'm pissed because you spent RM39.99 on the gift and forgot to peel off the price tag.

I'm pissed because you spent that money on me even after I told you I didn't want you spend a single sen on me.

I'm pissed because I can't concentrate on my studies right now.

I'm pissed because I haven't addressed after breaking up with you.

I'm pissed because it turned out so complex.

I'm pissed because I'm such a jerk.

I'm pissed because it hurts talking to you more.

I'm pissed because I don't feel like talking to you anymore because it hurts more talking to you.

I'm pissed because I don't want you to talk to me anymore.

cheerioseets, arty.

barfday

I'M 18 YEARS OLD NOW! :)

Mocha cheese cake, made by my mom's colleague. :)

Even though I screwed up my Thinking Skills paper 1 today, it doesn't matter cause I had a great day today! :)

Like all birthdays, it always start before the birthday itself. The first wish was an SMS that came from Kheng Yew. 8.43PM. Haha. Damn awesome. What a build up! Build up to where?

Yummy! :D

20th October

Facebook.

1. Syahrul Nizam
2. Pang Yoong Jie
3. Kenn Chen
4. Kristen Claire Chee
5. Lim Yau Hui
6. Abby Ho

MSN

1. Ian
2. Derrick Lum
3. Ellysha Nur
4. Lee Rui Yan
5. Geraldine Lee
6. Tong Yee Jiun

SMS

1. Ng Kheng Yew
2. Shahila Johan
3. Ng U-Sern (It's his birthday too!)
4. Sarah Tan Yong Yin
5. Miss Veni (Tuition teacher in high school)

Twitter

1. Lim Yau Hui
2. Melvin Foong
3. Tong Yee Jiun

21st October

Facebook

1. Chua Kee Aik
2. Goh Hwee Lynn
3. Dorothy Caitlin
4. Justin Lim
5. Melissa Tee
6. Tong Yee Jiun
7. Khor Mei Mei
8. Loke Weng Yee
9. Fu Sheng
10. Ryan Light
11. Matthew James
12. Aveena Yogaraj
13. Mei Yuen
14. Alison Ng
15. Melisa Ting
16. Khoo Xing Sheng
17. Jay Zee
18. Alanna Ong
19. Ganesh
20. Calvin Tan
21. Katherine Loke
22. Lim Yi-Vonne
23. Kimberly Lee
24. Roy Lim
25. Kimberly Tan
26. Naveena LK
27. Chong Wai Weng
28. Alvin See
29. Darren Gan
30. Jason Goh
31. Gowri Paary
32. Brenda Yew
33. Young Lee
34. Ong Pei Chin
35. Hong Zhen-Howe
36. Aiman Anuar
37. Chan Su Yin
38. Isabella Tan
39. Nicole Eng
40. Kelvin Wong
41. Derrick Lum
42. Gloria Chan
43. Cheng Kel Veen
44. Iedil Alaudin
45. Jonathon Yong
46. Lim SooAnn
47. Sharon Lam
48. Melissa Ong
49. Esther Lawas
50. Jessica Yen
51. Melvin Foong
52. Liew Sze Earn
53. Lee Kai-Xin
54. Jonathon Ong
55. Kee Suyin
56. Charlene Teoh
57. Amanda Ooi
58. Gajaindra Raj
59. Sanam Rahman
60. Trisha Menon
61. Ho Su Wei
62. Hannah Goh
63. Peter Chan
64. Sherene Ng
65. Cathy Lee
66. Alfred Loh
67. Reza Raeesi
68. Niki Cheong
69. Kit-Yi Chen
70. Johann Oh
71. Charmaine Ho
72. Yoshnee Raveendran
73. Lawrence Selvaraj
74. Hooi Sinyee
75. Lee XinYun
76. Adrian Wong
77. Modee
78. Meninder Kaur
79. Tang Chee Yan
80. May Eoon
81. CJ Chew
82. Nicholas Cheng
83. Kelly Heng
84. Lornieeee
85. Aisha Hassan
86. Paul Wong
87. Koh Nyat Syen
88. Chris Ling
89. Tony Leo Selvaraj
90. Khoo Tim Wai
91. Laveen Nair
92. Paul Chong
93. Nalina Samynathan
94. Cynthia Wong
95. Jayanand Raj
96. Rachel Tan
97. Bethan Howells
98. Chin Sok Nee
99. Miho Yeap
100. Wong I-van
101. Gwen Yi
102. Tapai Faisal
103. Ho Yan Le
104. Yap Jo Ey
105. Sue May
106. Kher Shin
107. Eunice Quay
108. Marvin Wong
109. Lim Hui Hui
110. Liew Tzi Qing
111. Aila Azizul
112. Carl Lyn Ng
113. Kah Mun
114. Chew Li Ling
115. Kevin Lim
116. Joshua Yip
117. Christine Lim
118. Loh Suk Hwa
119. Jeremy Sze
120. Ang Wen How
121. Tay Huei Minn
122. Shangari
123. Daniel Forsberg
124. Low Zhi Yen
125. Nicholas Sia
126. Ellysha Nur
127. Jillian
128. Chuah Zong Yuan
129. Chan Tsui Hian
130. Lim Twan Tzee
131. Lim Yi Ting
132. Shobna Kumari
133. Toh Yuen May
134. Arthur Shin
135. Lily Woi
136. Mark Kee
137. Tan Sue Vern
138. Gun Le San
139. Rafia Miah
140. Carmen Lim
141. Marissa Habib
142. Joon Fai
143. Yoong Chun Kay
144. Kenneth Wong
145. Abhinav Vadrevu
146. Rebecca Yap
147. Laura Ng
148. Julie Chan
149. Az'farr Baginda
150. Ong Yean Xin
151. Kok Yee Fai
152. Tan Chang Hui
153. Khor Ren Wen
154. Ying Tan
155. Karl Quek
156. Rizal Lee
157. Syed Something Irfan
158. Kwang Qixian
159. Sim Sxu Gene
160. Ling Way Ken
161. Philene Tan
162. Calan Eskandar
163. Zi Houh
164. Yap Lee Ping
165. Chan Pui Li
166. Wan Yean
167. Anthea Chua
168. Len Wei Ken
169. Au Tzi-Hua
170. Arisha Zaki
171. Wong Choon Lim
172. Karri McAlindon
173. Rachel Chew Xiao Jia
174. Diana Huang Wan Shin
175. Chan Wai Kit
176. Corliss Lee
177. Whey Jinn
178. Ming
179. Janice Chan
180. Leon Gan
181. Jo Wee
182. Jie Cong
183. Marcia Low
184. Sarah Francis
185. Shi Ming
186. Rachel Quek
187. Leon Ng
188. Rachel Jiam
189. Peter Yeow
190. Candy Low
191. Danaraj
192. Elena Sharma
193. Carine Lim
194. Joe Zainul
195. Stanley Wong
196. Beh Ee Ling
197. Lim Miaw Fen
198. Peter Jeon Ji Su
199. Hooi Sann
200. Brandon Yew
201. Divya Kaulsay

Facebook Note

1. Javeny

Facebook Picture

1. Lok Jay Dee

MSN

1. Chua Kee Aik
2. Tong Yee Jiun (again)
3. Ryan Light
4. Matthew James
5. Dylan Chan
6. Naveena LK
7. Russell Pang
8. Kel Veen
9. Fong Saunder
10. Ramaani
11. Brandon Choy
12. Lay Yin
13. Sara-Ann Yong
14. Jia Wen
15. Tho Leng-Lei
16. Toh Yuen May
17. New Wei Jing
18. Shannen Yap
19. Rachel Tan
20. Daphne Charmaine Thian
21. Jian Min
22. Goh De Lon
23. Toh Boon Yang
24. Carine Lim

SMS

1. Lim Ken Hon (Cuzzie from UK)
2. Sandra Yam
3. Nicholas Foong (His birthday too!)
4. Alanna ONG MIN QUEN
5. Yap Pik Kuan
6. Shafeeq Shajahan
7. Ervin Cheah
8. Peter Chan
9. NAVEENA LK
10. Fiona Kee
11. Hew Kah Mun
12. Kharenee
13. Aunty Jessie
14. Emily Thong - MY MOMMEH
15. Tan Yi Wenn
16. Lim Su Ling
17. Fion Lim Qi-En
18. Syat
19. Kimberly Mehta
20. Yau Jiamin
21. Javeny
22. Ellysha Nur
23. Rosabel
24. Hong Di-Anne
25. Chan Jamin
26. Maneesha
27. Twan Tzee
28. Yeoh Ee Wen

Twitter

1. Tong Yee Jiun
2. Dhinesh Pradhan
3. Rose Ong
4. Stephanie Teoh
5. Trisha Teo
6. Ee Chien Yen
7. Calvin Chew
8. Eunice Quay
9. Sara-Ann Yong
10. Victor Cheong
11. Janice Siew
12. Ellysha Nur
13. Chang hui

Blog

1. Hsu-Cherng
2. Kharenee
3. Esther Lian
4. Bay

Calls

1. Fu Sheng
2. Naveena LK

Hang outs
Sharida and Yi Wenn. :)

22nd October

Facebook

1. Hana Mazlan
2. Nurual Ain Jamlus
3. Isabell Melvin
4. Glamorique Arshad
5. Chen Tien Yi

MSN
1. Elton Luo

SMS
1. Jing Xuan
2. Kerrisa

Arranged according to time received! HAHA. I hope I didn't miss anyone out! :) Some are repeated cause they wished me a few times but different method? Haha. Something like that. xD

Apart from those who wished me in person, cause they're more personal, so I can't tell you who're they, thanks for the wishes! I think I replied everybody. Especially all 200+ wishes on my wall in Facebook.

It took me two hours and 20 minutes to reply everyone just now. My eyes hurt. My hands sore. My heart? Super satisfied! :)

I cried when I received this. Don't ask me why. (:
It's a matter of who sent it to me and not what it is.

I hung out with Yi Wenn and Sharida after the TKS paper. We went to Pasta Zanmai! HAHA! They treated me to lunch! I felt so weird after that. LOL. I never had anyone treat me to lunch before HAHA. Thanks so much for the lunch date! :)

I felt like a celebrity today haha. Everybody saying hi and wishing me happy birthday! It was so sweet and nice at the same time. I'm happy that I had fun on my birthday, even though I had a disappointing paper on my birthday. :D

My brother came and fetched me back home then! After that we had just our family dinner at a road side restaurant in Jalan Ipoh. XD We had typical Chinese food, just glorified and tasted very very nice. I'm still full from dinner right now! =D

My mom's colleague baked me a mocha cheese cake! It's the one in the picture I posted! Haha. It's so tasty I can't describe it! :)

Anyways. I'm so tired! HAHA. I'm not sure what I'm gonna do tomorrow. Probably spend my time in the library studying for TKS paper two next week. Haha.

Thanks for all the wishes! I really really really appreciate it! :D

cheerioseets, arty.

shine

Brownie bit me just now. )':

2 hours and 30 minutes left. XD

I'm already feeling happy, even though tomorrow's like, Thinking Skills Paper 1 haha.

Received quite a bit of wishes already, so. Thanks. :)

I really appreciate the wishes this year, cause I haven't been a very good friend, brother, son and lover. I really don't deserve the wishes, but thanks, for wishing me. :)

Makes me happy. Gives me hope. There is hope.

cheerioseets, arty.

typical

Enlarge to read read. :D

Heh, I finally uploaded a typical "what do you do when you get a DSLR" picture. :P

cheerioseets, arty.

forgive

Disgustingly hurt.

I went out with my family this morning. Breakfast was all happy and all, then we decided to go to The Curve to buy Brownie a new collar. He bit his old one. Don't ask me why and how he did it. ._.

So yeah, we passed by the music instrument shop opposite the pet store in Ikano Power Centre and my dad was talking to the owner of this super huge music instrument shop while waiting for my mom to come out of the toilet. Then it all started.

You know how parents like to show off their kids in some ways? It's not exactly showing off, but you know, just being proud of them for having specific skills like having a Grade 8 piano certificate and playing the drums for 4 years or stuff like that. So yeah, mom wanted me to the piano, I panicked, can't play, she was mad.

..and that spoilt my mood. Cause she was going on and on about being irritated cause I couldn't play anything, but meh. I'm good. I'm going to Yoshnee's open house later, so I better put on some smiles. ^^

Rawr. I haven't been practising my piano for a while, cause of my AS exams. So I kinda forgot all the songs I know? Yeah. =(

I'm sorry, mommy. =(

cheerioseets, arty.

wallet

My room is messy. That's just the computer part of it.

I just came back from breakfast. I went out with my wallet. I survived. :D

It's a sunny day out, I thought to myself. It's too hot to do anything. I went back to sleep. It still is a sunny day out. I lied, I didn't go back to sleep.

cheerioseets, arty.

blog

Don't ask me why, but I think it's a nice picture. xD

I've been doing some thinking la, recently. Something happened to me recently and clogged up my mind. For the past few days, it was as if my body and mind were separated and my body was just functioning. Like, you know, doing normal daily stuff, studying, using Facebook and not thinking about it.

The normal subconscious things you do, you know?

But anyways, I've been going back to college since Monday to study for my AS exams that's going on right now. My class officially ended last Friday, the 9th, which was also Alanna's birthday. We got her a Topshop dress. It was freaking expensive. HAHA. :D

To Alanna: I'm glad you like it, dear. :)

Alanna's also my backup prom date. Y'know, just in case her boyfriend, JULIUS CHANG WEIXIANG doesn't want to go to prom with her and if I can't find a prom date in time. But I doubt I will find one either. I'd rather go with my good friend haha. =D

So yeah, I've been going to college for 5 days in a row now, including today. Monday, Ga Eun was temaning me and all haha. On Tuesday and Wednesday, I had Shin and her friends, who were all nice but very distracting. =P

I only managed to do like, 4 questions on Wednesday. I had TEN HOURS to study, but I only managed to do FOUR questions. HAHA. Amazing, right? But thank God I was with them, cause I learnt a few things like, m = tan theta, which came out for question 10 for the Maths paper on Thursday. ♥

..and today was worse. This time I made plans with Wai Cheong, Yi Wenn and Sharida to study. I thought today would've been a school day, despite Deepavali being tomorrow and all. I thought Wai Cheong was joking when he said he didn't have class today and would be joining us to 'study'. But yeah, he came cause he wanted to take Glee episode 7 from me. :P

Everything was still going well, until Yi Wenn came.

..and we couldn't study at all.

Betch. HAHA. I hope you read this, Yi Wenn! I'm already downloading the movies you want. :P

Anyways, I'm gonna take my bath and try to sleep. :)

G'nite, blog. :D

cheerioseets, arty.

confuzzled

Maths P1 is over. Okay laaa, I think I can get full marks! =D

Can't wait for the exams to be over. I need to do things to take my mind off things haha. Totally wasn't in the mood for the paper at all today. @_@

cheerioseets, arty.

statements

I miss KLPAC.. and the park of course. :D

Sheet. Sheet. Sheet! :O

Tomorrow! First paper! Gaaaaaaah.

Irresponsible class rep here. :) Maths P1 at 1.00 to 2.45PM tomorrow. Please remember to bring your STATEMENT of ENTRY, a CALCULATOR, STATIONERY from the stationer, YOURSELF, a WATCH would be good. Check on your statement of entry for your candidate number and check your venue. :) GOOD LUCK NERDING. :D

cheerioseets, arty.

HD

Camwhoring - in full HD.

I'm emo again. I recovered from Saturday's. Today's a totally different reason. I don't know what that reason is. Oh fudge cakes.

I've been going to college since Monday and that includes today, but yeah. I study, or at least try to.

Today, I fell asleep at 1.45pm and woke up at 2.30pm in the same position. Marcia patted my head once. I felt it. How freaky is that? :O

cheerioseets, arty.

small

I need to sleep.

cheerioseets, arty.

emoagain

I want to be sexy. I want to be hot. I'm not sure what good it will do for me, but at least it'll get me the attention. My personality won't get me far. No one likes the type of person I am. I'm mean, I disregard feelings and I'm not a very good friend to be with.

Sometimes I even wonder why I'm here. I don't bring change to other people. I don't bring hope into people's life. I serve no purpose but to linger, leech onto other people's well-being and make it my own.

People suffer, I laugh.

People cheer, I jest.

People die, I live.

I just wished I would know what to do sometimes. My exams are coming. More specifically, it's already here, my AS exams. It starts on the 15th for me, yet I'm here. Not doing anything. Emoing. It's not a word, but it's good enough for me. My English sucks. I need someone to talk to. Everybody's busy. It's disgusting.

I'm disgusted. At myself. It sounds like I'm crapping right now. But crap, I'm not in the best mood today. I need to talk to somebody. MSN. Now. Not like anybody will read. Oh shit. I'm a lifeless basetart. Sigh.

I wanna dai. Then people won't have to live with the trouble of knowing me. That'd be a great relieve for them, even for me.

uncheerioseets, arty.

day

D-Day; Isabell and Lisa. Reflections.

Reflections on an escalator. Shows how lazy I'm becoming. Too lazy to go downstairs and take a full shot. Naaaah, joking. I like this picture. :)

cheerioseets, arty.

stairs

The wall of my staircase.

My house has a lot of interesting things to take pictures of. Meh. I like my house. Can I go someone else's house to take pictures? :3

I'm stressed. I'm gonna fail my Chemistry and Physics at this rate. Sigh.

Chem nao. Bai.

cheerioseets, arty.

reply

I started camwhoring again! XDD

While I'm in the mood and very irked about something, here's why I hate dealing with people.

I hate it when people don't reply. Be it a SMS, a Facebook wall post or a MSN message. I find it very plucking rude to not reply them. Even if you're out of credit, then just reply on Facebook la, or MSN. That's the only excuse that one can actually come up with, cause Facebook and MSN is like, so common.

I would love to know why people don't reply SMSes or MSN. Is it simply because they're busy? Well, meh. I guess I'm like that too. Since I leave my computer on the entire day even when I'm sleeping. But I still reply in the end, and apologize to them for not replying. Some people don't even reply in the end! They can go die. =(

I'm not really good at talking to people. So I rely heavily on digital means of communication. It's not that I don't want to try, I'm just scared of being judged by first look, which happens quite often. Even if they say they don't judge people, it's already being processed in your head as soon as you meet someone new.

Well, that's what I think. I don't know how much of that is true, or whether it's just me being super super super super paranoid about being judged. Mind you, I was fat last time. I'm just saying that it's really important to me that people reply their SMSes, IM messages and even Facebook messages. Cause it's me, and I'm just like that. :O

- End rant -

Moving on. I'm sleepy. So I'm gonna sleep early tonight. :)

13. While playing RO.

cheerioseets, arty.

content

I found this in my garden just now.
So pretty. ♥

It's a butterfly. It just hatched from its cocoon yesterday and it stayed there till now. I don't have a macro lens, so yeah, this was the nearest I could go.

Furry butterfly. :D
I lied. :)

- - -

There're so many beautiful things in life. Why have thoughts of suicide and nothingness? Pick up a new hobby. Read a book. Learn something you've always wanted to learn. Exam stress? Screw that. Just do your best and you'll be contented. Hate Maths? Well, better start loving it cause everything is all about Maths. :)

I should seriously stop complaining. There's no point in complaining heh. I should be happy and contented for what I have, or what I may receive in the future, right? Heh.

Having said that, I think I'm okay-looking and slightly above average. I'm God's creation after all. No moar complaining for a while nao. :)

- - -

Brownie. Oh how much he's grown.
*check out my reflection in his eyes LOL*

Anyways, I'm off to study. Toodles~

cheerioseets, arty.

camp

Camp.

Carol Ann Cheah "Camp" is just slang for pondan-ish. :P

Yeaahh. Urbanscapes 09. Long hair then. Nick Dorian took it. Candid Photography is his company. Taken and edited by him. I didn't touch it. @_@

Yeah.

3 hours of sleep. The weekend's here. G'nite.

Oh, Glee Ep 5 is awesome. Somebody To Love. ♥

cheerioseets, arty.

noodles

Life's brief candle. :)

I just realized what that actually means. Thanks for the poem, dear education system. It's good, it's all good.

"I fell asleep at 3.30pm. I woke up half an hour ago, checked my phone, "7.03PM". I thought I was late for school. =("

Truly, I think it's the stress. I seriously think so. My AS Final exams are coming. It starts with Mathematics 12 on the 15th of October. Then on the 21st of October...

My birthday! Critical Thinking Paper 1.

If you would read this post dated 23rd October 2008, it would prolly tell you how I spent my birthday last year. It would've been way better than the way I would spend it this year. But it's only this year that I'm celebrating my birthday amidst my exams. Joy. ♥

Char being messy. ♥

I'm not sure how I feel right now. I'm exhausted from HELPMUNC which was over the weekend. Exhaustion is far from an emotion but it hinders the thought process in ways that one can actually imagine. Feelings of joy gets mixed up with feelings of sorrow and love.

Yes. I fell in love. Again. This time, I fell in love with MUN. It's probably the weirdest thing to love, but omg. :D

Nah, I kid. I'm not exactly in a position to love things right now. As much as I want to love somebody, my heart is just incapable of expressing such feelings for someone. Most of the time it's just strong infatuation which I wish that it never existed.

Being infatuated by someone isn't the best thing to happen right before your exams. I hope it'll phase out so I can continue studying for my exams. Sides, I hate discussing my love life on my blog. I rarely ever tell people the situation that I'm in. So, yeah. :)

I'm gonna go finish my Further Maths homework.

Toodles. ♥

cheerioseets, arty.